nostalgic- a wistful desire to return in thought or in fact to a former time in one's life, to one's home or homeland, or to one's family and friends; a sentimental yearning for the happiness of a former place or time:
its hard to strive for the future and new beginnings, when you are stuck in the past.
i'm waiting for the time in my life (hopefully sometime in the immediate future) that will surpass my past in happiness and comfort. though my life is good, and i enjoy the days i spend with my friends with whatever we do together, i cant help but feel that ive had a happier time in my life.
i think i need a really good companion. ive found good times with good friends, but i think i need to find someone i am completely compatable with. not in a romantic way, but someone i connect with on all levels. or maybe i just need to dig deeper into my already present relationships.
or i just need to get awaaaaaaaaaay.
but in times like this i can always count on harry potter, in all its glorious forms; film, book, musicaly, and youtube extravaganzas.
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- babymamas
- sight, sound, sex, money, mirages, mothers, masturbation, murder, and Monday morning hangovers
2 comments:
i know what you mean. it does suck to at one time have everything then have nothing as time goes on even though a you had such a promising start. i feel like i hit my prime at 16 or 17 haha.... i need to do something. find someone like you said.. not you though, jk i love you and i love all our friends i just need what you said exactly.. i guess it isnt uncommon to feel like this. that somethings gotta happen soon!!! im losing my fucking mind.
i feel i hit mine 14/15
haha that sounds like a big load of crap but its true. i guess we all gotta find that someone but it will probably be awhile.
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