quick thought

the idea, concept, act of having a significant other is so strange to me these days. i find myself studying and thinking and thinking about relationships. you have to spend alone time with them, no friend intrusions allowed. alone time with a friend? out of the question. your other friends would inquire as to why they aren't allowed as well? if you choose your friends over your boyfriend: bad girlfriend. vice versa? bad friend. its a twisted concept i don't fare well with. as for being the third wheel? you can just forget that. you have a pleasant day with said couple, only to have the awkward parting, as they say without saying "we are going home together, kick rocks." of course not so mean. but at that certain time in the night you are expected to go home or find other plans. and i thought we were always taught that friends are forever? more like friends are forever until your mid twenties. and we all say otherwise but just take a look around. you can see it in any married couple. hardly any friends. i am NOT DOWN FOR THAT LIFE. i am cracked out on coffee right now but i've this way for days, weeks, so on. but of course just wait until the day i am on the other end of this rant. ughhh